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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
okay. i got the very empty feeling.
still stuck on fort minor!

i did not want to blog anymore i admit.
yah. this weekend was indeed a v terrible one.
i broke up and patch back with bryan like in a day?
because my mother was against it.
she said 'after o levels'
but if it hadnt affected me in studies (made me happier),
improved a matter of fact
yah. so no Big Deal.

my parents lost trust in me.
we stop having the warmth
and i havent replied my mother's letter
i feel guilty and everything
but i can't rewind. only thing. MOVE ON

yes. i spent my weekend crying
wad the heck?
i prayed. prayed fervently.
i was afraid to face God.
i made many sins and i am now going to face it one by one.

ON THE TOP OF THE LIST
never let my parents down again
and study really hard.

i will never want to hurt my mom again cause i just love her too much





today

bindy and i forgot to brg storybooks
so we had to go in front to take it off the BOX
yes. The Box.
and all was left was two measely practically dogearred reader's digest.
goodness.
but both of us just sat behind and crapped.
bad examples.

funny thing.
Mr John Paul Low (nice name) took jovene's barney and put it under his arm.
all of us was just staring.
and when he return no one really dared to touch it
my gosh. and as he walked off, the Barney talked.
WTH. so funny
den bindy started telling me about the radiation from her phone cause jack jack to talk by itself
haha.
and bindy aint gonna shit on cross country again huh?

i nearly lost the letter
my gosh. i was darn scared but luckily i found it at the bottom of the stairs
thanks to linhui :D
was late for class because of tt.

had physics
Nick lee put van to slp
her head kept nodding off.
i slept through 2 periods of english.
van's turn to shake me up each time ms au approach.
i was so tired i could even dream

i dreamt tt vanessa was juggling oranges


well no, but she took a green form bacuase of gastic during recess.
missed all of SS to wait with her so i had to rush through the assignment

i can't stand the chemistry teacher
i dont know her name and i cant be bothered!
she has no respect for the class FIRST
why should we even cooperate
she is so rude.
she tells fahrun to shut up, she snatches my paper, she yanks denise table while denise is sleeping
URGH

mr vijay came in.
i like him a lot :D
good and funny and SARCASTIC teacher can??
just the other day he was talking about our attire
and questions why guys pants have to be rocker punk
and he started acting so dumb by showing the peace sign
BAHA-

today i had an empty sweet box on my table.
he took it to open it.
'i let you eat in class you should reward me dont you think?'
-.-ll okay. i'll bring more tmr.
den he went on reading the box about its nutrtion and tooth friendly

OKAY. but he did such an UNnessecerily thing.
he moved ryan and justin to in front
like WTF.
i pity justin radi. it doesnt have to get to me
OKAY. its so effing annoying.
like hello? we broken up and not on talking terms but it should go unspoken tt u keep away from me from the 2m radius.

after school went to eat roti prata
so cold and gritty.
anyway, went to BK to study w bernice
we talked more than we do!
but i completed my homework
so darn proud :D

took the 6.33 bus home.


my feeling? messed up.
i am afraid to face the Lord now.

its ironic how life can sometimes snatch everything when all seems so perfect.
i am not proud of sharing this to you.
but dont ever hurt your parents

tmr is the first house meeting.
rather nervous on how to live up to a vice cap.
assist hub and hope things run smoothy?
gosh. why was i even given this post.
and i am wearing a puma shirt can?

CHEETAH PEOPLE
JOIN CHEERLEADING!!

AH HAHA

to 10-0f-us:
photos yet t be uploaded but is ASAP. when is blockcatching? and my mortal angel thingy is still w me!! you guys roack my world
to alicia, van, wj:
thanks for your support, advice and comfort in making the right decision
to bryan:
thanks for giving me the supposrt in the decision i made although it wasnt the best for both of us, accomodating what had happen. our relationship had always been good. but this showed me how much faith we had in each other and i treasure you for understanding me.


&hearts, Hello Stranger

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I am fickle which drives people crazy, i ♥ song lyrics & the people[THE TEN] in my life even more! (Thank you Big Daddy!) I love bloodred roses cos you can hardly find black ones or daisies. I can think about food all day but end up not eating at all, i love rambling and i love my soccer girls, they light up my beautiful life, I like totalllly dig Retail Therapy, long talks and carrides to nowhere. AND FROZEN YOGHURT! I wish i can dance all night long with Chris Evans cos he is my hot smokin' piece of eyecandy :D (Don't steal!). I'm turning 18 but Daddy doesn't let me ride a Vespa so i don't really get the deal of getting my Driver's Ed anytime soon. I'm plauged with social distractions and i wish i can hide in a photobooth with you cos i ♥ you.

& & i think i like, totally suck at art cos i can't paint my nails for nuts, and i can hold a decent conversation if i dig your beautiful smile. P.S I LOVE YOU,






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