I remember when, you came with me that night,
you said forever that you would never let me go.
But here i am again, with nothing (ZILCH) left inside,
& i don't want t but i gotta Let You Go,


there's nothing i can do.



i should be freaking out, dropping dead & die, banging my head against the wall and curse myself for being such a smart alec & trying out JC, KNOWING PERFECTLY well, i'll struggle for the next miserable one & a half years till i see my exam script 382548957 feet above the gorund t the dreary street of London.





Dang, the procrastination of my work, for the say, 3 months? finally took it's toll, and with PW during barely tmr. SO DEAD, not knowing Chemistry? DOUBLE TROUBLE. Dying in Math? Just fry me in Oil, the only reason i probably went t a JC cos i am a person with no mindset about my future and t save bloody money and quickly get t a friggin' Uni.




Stop inviting Foreign Talent!
Plus, no the mega bad side, my mom seems t be menopausing. She rails at me and my sister at every bit, so yeah, explains my shadows at home. Grrr.
Okay, i got t come up with a foolproof plan t mug hard, and do well.




NICE?(:





Plus, i'm rambling. Finally talked t BestFriend after ages, he & boyfriend are being hard workers on the paddy field so the world has more complex carbs t feast on. He says i gone a tad looney which i feel it isnt so, for that matter it sould be RICHIE cos he was saying that he got a super powered ass that is like a machine gun (spare the graphics). Dance in less than an hour and i'm still uncertain about last weeks step.



Had church this morning, i wanna go for children's camp! Heh, it seems FUN-O. had lunch at United Square, Western food offically on my Hate-List, should have just gotten a Subway t go. Dannnngggg. waste of stomach space.



I crave for Cherry Garcia. and a whole load of other crap, being that i complain A LOT. Happy April Fool by the way, ARE YOU MR VIJAY IF U ARE A FOOL? Life is weird bittersweet now, loving school but freaking out about studies, drifting along the term 'relationships'


Geesh, whats the pig deal about young couples hanky-pankying in buses trains and BFs pressing the GF up against the glass? Bugs the hell out of me, cos i try not t see though it was a pretty desperate attempt t get into some of the action other than seeing AHMA snoring






I want t head down t Vivocity with DARIA, CASS, HWEEBS, RICHIE, JIANLE, GWEN, WAIIP, EE CHOW. MMANNNNN




all goes down t the stupid studying.
Kelvin! Get ready t teach me Chemistry!





No more medicene for the future.
Maybe i'll aim for Events and Tourism in Brisbane. COOL.




BYE DRUNKED ASSES. TILL THEN